fAshiOnisTa_2o

this is for you, you know  who  you are …don’t flatter yourself …i don’t LOVE you anymore …i’m totally over you know …buti nga ngbreak tau e ..know y?? ngeon qho ln nrealize na ang tanga qho plang mahalin ka …kc ur not cute  or your not a goodlucking guy …kala mho kc habulin ka ng mga babae e …OMG …i don’t know wat to say …daming chances and binigay qho for you …pero uala e ..thank you nlng kc binalewala mho …never ka  na makakakita ng GIRLFRIEND na tulad qho …na  giniveup lahat para seo …IM ONE OF A KIND  ….sorry .. =)…goodluck nlng sa life and lovelife …sana ndi ka maKARMA …WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND ..;)

WANNA KNOW Y KUNG BAKIT NAPAKASELOSA QHO??ACTUALLY NDI NMN AQOH GNON …PERO KC NDI NIO ALAM UNG PAST ..AND MEI TRUST AQOH SA BF QHO ..SA MGA TULAD MONG MALANDI WALA …AND EXCUSE ME ..I HAVE THE RYT TO ASK U DAT QUESTION KC GIRLFRIEND AQHO …AWKIE …THE NERVE GRRR ….U IRRITATING  ME   …

awch u’ve change allot babe nd it hurts ..!!ewan qoh pati buh un’ love moh skin ngchange nrn ..& ewan qoh kun’ paniniwalaan qoh pa mga cnsbh moh ..can’t believe prn na nagawa moh un skin …sbh qoh nmn seo madali aqoh kausap jaz tell nd i’ll set u free …wag ln’ un ganito nhihirapan aqoh …u said u love me …pero bt moh qoh nasaktan ??
we’re in a process of forgiving pero an’ hirap babe help me …i don’t wanna loose u babe …iloveyousomuch ..!!

omg can’t take dis anymore it kills me …deserving buh qoh bigyan ng ganitong problem??uala nmn aqoh ginagawang masam skania ahh bakit kailangan pa nia qong saktan??i love him so somuch pero bkt ganito ginagawa nia sakin ..bkt kailangan nia qong saktan na ganito??2 years nd 7months ngeon kpa magloloko tangina nmn e …gusto qoh na gumive up pero ndi qoh kaya ..ayaw moh rn ..ayaw moh kc mahal moh qoh sbh moh ..pero bt kailangan moh qoh sktan ng ganito kun’ mahal moh qoh …fcuk i want to die ..i can’t take dis pain anymore ..slowly it’s kills me ..slowly I’m dying
fcuk ..shit ..god damn it it hurts so much ..

wAt liEs bEhiNd mY smiLe
iS wAt bUrieD uNdernEatH
nO oNe kNow abOut dEm
iT’s stOred iNsiDe tO kEep
miX feeliNgs oF jeAloUsY anD hUrt
hAs yOu tiEd uP aNd cOnfuSeD
i jAz smiLe aNd gO abOut mY dAy
aS iM aCtiNg sO aMusEd
i cRy umY eYes oUt
bUt aShaMed fOr sOmeoNe 2 sEe
sO aS i hEar fOotsTePs
i wiPe mY eYes aNd cHeEse
oL hAs bOttleD uP iNsiDe
nD i jAz wAnt 2 expLode
sUiciDe crOsSeS mY miNd
bUt reAlitY wOnt leT mE gO..
i feeL oL aLonE
nD dOnt knOw wAt eLse 2 dO..
iT fiLs dA peoPle pHysicAllY cLose
r fAre awAy frOm me
aS mY heArt tUrns coLd
nD mY miNd tUrns weAk
sUddenLy sOme wOrds aRe vEry hArd tO speAk
mY bRyT worLd oL oF a suDden seEms 2 tUrn bLack
da swiTch iS nO wEre neAr
2 bRyten mY woRld baCk
nOt mUch seEms tO gO mY wAy
nD iM tHinking iT shAll pAsS
nOt t iF iT’s bEen gOin oN fOr mOnthS
nD it’S rilY gettiN bAd
sO wAt dO i dO nOw?
gO whiNe 2 sOmeoNe
i feeL dEy cAnt reLate
sO i cOmbiNe wiD nO oNe
sOMe pipoL lOok aT me
nD tHinK i hAVe iT gOod
bUt iF dEy riLy knew dA trUth
iT wouLdnt bE uNderstoOd
sOme pipoL lOok dOwn oN me
nD tHinK mY proBlemS r small
bUt iF dEy waLked iN mY shOes
cOuLd Dey liVE tHrouGh iT oL?
iT’s eAsy tO loOk frOm dA oUtsiDe
bUt dEy riLy dOn’t uNderstAnd
i wAnt sOmeoNe 2 heLp me
bY aT leAst bY hOldiNg oUt a hAnd..=’c

How do you say good bye to someone you love?

How do you make such a decision in the first place?

Life makes it for us
Reason and emotion don’t go hand in hand

But our hands
Fit nicely together
Until life told us otherwise

Goodbye
Is such a cruel sounding word
Like death

It plagues the mind of the living
And the heart that is used to giving love

But goodbye
Sometimes
Is not a final end
But the beginning of a new chapter

And the creation of a fond memory
Which will keep our heart company
forever

Goodbye mahaL qOh..(anTayiN kiTa..aNtayiN mOh riN aqOH..)
I love you

The heart still skips a beat
When you send a thought.
The eyes still shed a tear-
Forget you, I cannot
The ears still hear the voice
Of words you used to say.
The lips still feel your breath-
In you, my soul will stay.
The eyes still shed a tear
In the dark without you here.
You will always have my thought-
Forget you, I cannot.

She smiles sweetly
to hide her fear
to hide the pain
that is always near

Her stomach aches
from being sad
She wants to stop
feeling so bad

She wishes the world
were a happier place
that way she could put
a smile on her face

Will no one notice
the pain that’s inside
Can no one see
how much she’s cried

wanting to feel free
wanting to be happy
tired of pretending
there is no misery

What will it take
for people to know
that the smile she shows
is actually fake?

She has the world fooled
thinking she’s pleased
with how her life’s going
Can they be so naive
But someday soon
someone will see
and notice that there
is no bright moon

to light up her misery
to fade away pain
and make her really smile
once again.

There is a lot of violence,
As i sit and suffer in silence.
One cut leads to many more,
And soon my skin becomes all torn.
I watch my blood drip-
Then I put my hand to my lip,
Just to make sure I don’t scream-
Wondering if this is all just a dream.
But I realize it’s not,
As this battle inside is fought.
This pain is so real,
And as sad as I feel,
I wish my heart would just heal.
But it won’t…
Just too many damn times it’s been broke.
So the consequence is this,
And that is…
The cut of my wrist.

aww..hEre i gO agAin..cRyinG..aNd lOnginG fOr yOUr lOve..sNa mAkapAganTay ka..kC iinTayin kiTa..kUng sA pagbaLik qOh mEi mahaL kNang iBa..tAtanggApin qOH nLNg..db befOre tAu maGkalayO..sbH nTn nDi tAu titigiL..sbH nTn..mAgaantAy tAU..natatakOt aqOh pnOH kUng nDi ka mAkapagAntAy..!!nDi qOh kAyanG mwaLa ka..ngeOn lnG qOh nAgmahaL ng sObra sObra..na paTi bUhay qOh itAtAya qOH..ngeOn qOh lnG nAramdAmAn 2..kAw lnG eOng iniyAkan qOH ng sOBra sObra…i wAnt u bacK..i wAnt tO win u bAck..oL i wAnt is yOu..ikAw lanG kaiLangAn qOh pAra bumaLik ang dAting "mhai"…kw lnG anG kaiLangan qOh..pAra mAkiTa niLa uLit aNg mGa ngitinG angheL kUng tawagiN niLa..ikAw lang aNg makapAgbabaLik sa datiNg aqOH…sa datiNg "mHai"
kaiLangan kiTa sa bUhay qOh..nprOve mOh na skiN kUng ganOh mOh qOH kmhaL..naproVe qOH nRn seo kUng ganOh kiTa kmhaL…lalabAn pa tAu sA mGa taONg hUmahadlanG…kAya pA nTn 2 db..aAntayiN kiTa hangganG sa huLi…aT sAna ganOn ka diN…

i lOve yOu sOsOsOsOsOsOsOsOsOmuch…..sObrang mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kiTa..<owniNe_o9 qOh>